♥ the taste of ur lips drives me high.

September 07, 2005

i've got a new blog. its like totally the same as this one. lol.

http://-astheworldturns.blogspot.com/

good bye blog!

all i want is everything. [11:07]

August 28, 2005

i realised what it feels like to be so sad that you cant feel anything. its funny, really. how small lil things can make someone so sad. i guess its cos to that person, those things mean alot.

people says if someone is worth loving, that person will never make you cry. it sounds pretty but i dont think its true. i think its when you know every single tear you cry for that person is worth it, you know that person is worth loving. but then again, of cos it would be better if someone you love never make you cry. but life isnt a dream, is it?

all i want is everything. [21:16]

August 18, 2005

i was so damn sick in school today i slept like most of the time. haha. none of the teacher said anything. grin.anyway i feel so bad now cos i was saving up money to buy something for someone and i went to spend it on a stupid belt. i dont think that belt was worth 50bucks. what was i thinking man! sigh. now i have to save up again. oh well.

just got off the phone with karol. miss her lots! hey i hope u and that person erm you know. haha. yup! cant wait 2 go out with you. =)

hmm.. i wonder what subject combi i should take next year. sigh. i think i should just take ART anf FAIL it. haha. hmm. is taking full hist a good idea? but my hist is like SO lousy. arh! nvm, i shall nt think abt it - yet. like atticus says "it's not the time to worry yet." =)

all i want is everything. [18:23]

August 10, 2005

i feel bad. like sher was trying to call me like the WHOLE day today but i only answered her like at 2+? sry sher! wasnt on purpose! and i JUST finished my part of lit. yeah. cant contact son so sher is quite stress. chill sher! we'll work it out. dont wry. =) we're lucky we have sher. she is like the only organized one.

haha.. kyne i hope you will like the bday gift! haha..

all i want is everything. [16:59]

August 06, 2005

i m so beat

this entry is for karol

i know you are busy, so m i. i m so afraid our friendship will fade away. you are my best friend, nothing ever came between us. i dont want our busy lives to come between our friendship. i love you babe. i'll always remember the innocent[fine, not so innocent] fun we had, the smiles we shared, the times we spent together. i'll never forget the time when i called you, crying, because i thought my dad was going to die[LOL. that was stupid]. you were the first person i thought of. i remember hating THAT jerk so much for hurting u. i wanted to slap him so badly. i'll never forget your crazy crush on pk and mine on derrick. remember we used to walk pass pk's house like 346786543 times? we were so stupid. the yellow colour shirt guy, LOL. guys came, took our hearts and torn them apart, but we are still here, because we were there for each other. broken hearts were mended, tears were wiped away, over and over and over. we are into different things now, but that doesnt change anything. i hope it never will. our friendship means ALOT to me. i love you karol. no matter what happen, i'll stand by you. remember you have a friend who loves you and all your imperfections. you dont need to impress me, i dont care what you wear, what you have or how you look like. i love you for who you are inside. friends for life and friends for real? =)

lol. i sound lesbo. but i love my karol!

all i want is everything. [21:51]

August 04, 2005

YAY! aaron! haha.. i REALLY think terence is gona like it! yup! thanks 4 paying 4 it! sry i m soooo poor! had a BLAST today! i miss our "dates". You are the best fren anyone can ever have!

CHERYL IS BACK!!!!!! i cant wait to meet her!!!!! miss her TONS!!!! cant wait 4 dis sat! =)))

i miss you..

all i want is everything. [20:52]

July 20, 2005

i LOVE the ONs!!
sher [hon] <33
sonya [son] <33
suuuulin [pon] <33
me [mon]
YAY! ONsters! haha..

i'm sooo proud of sher! fastest runner in sec1 + sec2!! the next weiling.. haha.. GRATS SHER! ilu sher!! =))
"sonson says hi.HELLLOOOO Ilove mon more than she loves me." NOOO son! i love you just as much, if not more! YEAH!

oh! heard we are gonna change seats today or sumething.. hope suu, son, sher and i get to sit near each other.. i think we can vote who we want to sit with with.. of cos i want sher! i dont mind suu and son too! lol.. if me and suu sit together, bet we ll be slacking off all the time, but at least it ll b fun! son would be soo fun 2 sit with too! but sitting with sher actually helps me in my work.. like in maths cos sher is so good, and she always help me out.. and its tons of fun too!! i hope i'll at least be sitting with one the ONs! =))

Suu is obsessed with getting tan.. son is obsessed with a certain someone, and i nv said it is a guy! lol.. becs is obsessed with losing weight.. aaron is obsessed with his new puppy, which is so AH-DORABLE!! tats all i got for now =))

all i want is everything. [09:46]

July 12, 2005

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

Til everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
All fade away
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away
While everyone screams
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away

i'm in love with this song!!!!!! i cant help it.. its SOOOOOO nice! haha.. it keeps repeating in my head..

well today started out boring with english and phy.. it was like SUPER boring.. but (HURHUR) sher was so funny.. she is soo obsessed with fruit basket and the character Kyo.. she was like kissing the book and everything.. Then there was one part wherr this guy kiss this girl and she started blushing n getting SOOOOO excited! LOL.. she went around and show that page to everyone.. SHER IS OBSESSED!! haha.. obsessions can be scary sometime.. like i'm obsessed with meiji sweets and maybe, eminem.. LOL.. like ash is obsessed with clothes!! kim is obsessed with sports! kit is obsessed knowing the latest happenings n stuffs.. kel is obsessed with her weight, even though her body is perfectly perfect! emily is obsessed with romance novals.. terence, like kim, is obsessed with sports.. aaron is obsessed with his looks(jkjk!).. mike is obsessed with his HAIR! josh is obsessed with girls.. lol.. hmm.. who else? oh oh! sulin is obsessed with proving the point that she is not blur, even though it will nv be proven! cant think of anyone else for now.. oh yes! my whole class is obsessed with their weight! Ms.tang is obsessed with telling us erm jokes.. lol.. i ll add somemore ppl to my 'list of obsession' another time.. haha.. =)

all i want is everything. [09:58]

July 07, 2005

i HEART sher + suu + son!!! <33
sweethearts! we are soo ON!
lets go dancing in the rain
water dripping from our hair
clothes sticking to our skin
screaming our lungs out

LOL! i m losing it! haha..
i m going nuts! but in a good way.. =))
yay!

cos you are my everything

all i want is everything. [22:24]

July 05, 2005

i cant believe im saying this but; i rather be at school[or anywhere else] than at home..

ARGGG!!!! my parents r driving me to my grave! gosh!

i want to
close my eyes
slash my wrist
go to sleep
and pray to God
i won't wake up

but i try be strong instead..

all i want is everything. [20:14]